It’s really starting to hit me that I’m done. It’s all coming to an end. School is over for good but i have yet to collect my cert. This is a wonderful yet somewhat saddening thing.

I am working hard earning money now. Teaching during weekends, working during weekdays. It often sets me into thinking, eventually which path would i choose to continue for the rest of my life. Frankly, i have no idea. Right now, im just spending my days along and hoping everything would fall into place sooner or later.

At the moment, i dread going for teaching. I'm constantly worrying about the image i transmit to the parents. I'm concerned about the way they think about me. Many many other things to ponder about which has been giving me quite some stress. But i jolly well knew that, this is the beginning and i have to go through it and everything would be fine after awhile. But i can't help it but to mull over. Sighs.

On a lighter note, passed my grade 5 music theory exam with a merit =]

Break your heart

I could watch this video over and over again umpteen times. Watch it too

Settling down..

After months of chilling, i got my butt down to job searching. But i heard no news for the jobs that i've applied on Jobstreet. As luck would have it, a company called Asian Shipper request for my resume. And which, i applied. The following day, they rang me up, headed down for an interview and they recommend me to the company Eagle Liner Shipping.

I've been recruited by them. Its located at Keppel Districtpark some where near Vivocity. Holla me if you're near and wishes to see me ;) hah.

$$$$ here i come!

Life Sucks

Sometimes i blame myself for being such a good person.

What does being good gain??? At least being bad could protect/defend yourself or doing things you yourself like without considering this or that.

My brother's academic is seriously bad. Really bad. Every tuition teacher my dad hires left after teaching for a short time. My dad decided not to hire anymore. And now, i'm spending my every weekends sitting beside him the whole afternoon to study study study. I could have just give him a whole chuck of work to do, and check when he's done. Why do i choose to sit there?? Becoz, my damn brother give shit work when no one is beside. So what's the point of giving his a whole lot and gets a whole lot of shit back? And he's not an easy chap to deal with. He has this rotten mouth that only talks shit. He's having his PSLE this year, but i doubt he could hardly pass. So i'm trying my best to help. But people just don't appreciate. Raised my voice, got myself angry, blood boil, FOR WHO? FOR MYSELF? DAMN.

I could have gone to the movies with jacintha and save myself from her saying I PLAY AEROPLANE. And blame me for not able to watch Iron Man2 and Ip Man2 because its fully booked. This what's she said 'actually that day i wanna bk the movie.. there's seats for us but i know you like to play aeroplane so i didnt book'. hurting.

Sigh. . .

I guess being the 2nd in the family is a mistake. I always thought so. There was a time, my elder sister took my water bottle and use. In result i've got no water bottle. So i told her i need the water bottle back. When my dad heard that, he say 'you cannot lend your sister use? i say i need to use also. and he said, 'u go get a new one'. I said, why don't she get a new one since that is mine. and he say, your sister got no time to get it. zzzzz And it was then the time when my water bottle is nowhere to be seen anymore, she got a new one for HERSELF. and i'm left with no bottle. On my birthday, my dear friends got me a new bottle, and this time, my dad asked me to give my youngest sister to use when her's is spoilt.

Many other stories.

*ranting post. don't comment.